Hi, world. Lately, I've had so many thoughts/life changes/emotions that they've given me a desire to write a blog. As if I don't ramble to enough people in my life, now I'm sharing my excess thoughts with the world wide web. Woohoo, get excited.
Not really. I'm too tired to say much now, but hopefully I can use this to give those who care about my life an update on it. Right now the big thing coming up next for me is the 'c' word. The big hovering cloud of doom that's just waiting to pour all of its curses upon my life...that's not dramatic, right? Just kidding. I'm talking about (if it wasn't obvious) college. I'm really not dreading it that much, but I feel far from prepared. I'm still a baby...the most advanced thing I can cook is boxed macaroni, and my daddy still takes my car to get oil changes for me. Yet, in a matter of months I'm going to be on my own. Here's to hoping the world doesn't swallow me up and spit me out. Yeah, I know. I'll be fine. A girl's allowed to worry.
I guess I'm just thinking about these things because of graduation and all the graduation parties and events that have been going on. All the people I've been going to school with forever will seperate. All of the people that I haven't gotten to know will remain strangers (even though in the back of my mind I'm like, "What do I care? Get me away from these people!"). All of my friends will hopefully stay in touch, but then again they may not. The future is quickly becoming the present. It's bittersweet, but I haven't really thought about it enough to form a completely optimistic or completely pessimistic point of view. I'm just taking everything as it comes.
As far as school itself goes, I'm going to Louisiana Tech in Ruston. I'm living in an on-campus apartment with my bff Emily, and as of right now I don't have a major picked. Surprisingly, I'm not very stressed out by this because I like having all possibilities open (but don't mistake 'not very stressed' for no stress at all...). I don't know if I'll go with something that lets me be creative or a sure-fire money maker or what. Guess we'll see, won't we? Oh, the joy of the uncertainty that is God's plan.
Sorry this wasn't very exciting...also I'm not usually this nostalgic or reflective. Anyway, as it's the very beginning of summer, my sleep schedule isn't completely screwed up yet, so my internal bedtime is beckoning me.
Till next time.
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